?? What Should I Do ??

so i went to the recruiter today, when i walked in i let him know that i was currently in school and i wanted to join the Air Force and pursue my goal as becoming a Nurse and also finishing up school in the Air Force, once i told him that he replied, "oh thats easy".. so he had me fill out a information sheet to see if i was qualified, which i was, den he asked if i didn't mind taking a practice ASVAB test, i had no problem with that, but i had already took one in high school which is good for 2 years, when i told him that he made it seem as if he couldn't get with another recruiter from Newport News, VA to fax him my score or anything. anyways on the practice test i scored a 45, on the real ASVAB test i would need a score of 50, which I'm sure i scored higher than that on the one i took in high school, anyways once i finished the test i sat there waiting on him to finish talking to another girl, and i over heard him saying that its not guaranteed that she will get the job she wanted which was Nursing, he said people should come in with an open mind for other jobs, and that the medical/health jobs would be hard to get in to, so once i heard that i was unsure if i wanted to go or not.


Once i left the recruiter office i called my big sis back, cuz i missed her call while i was taking the test, soon as she answered, she asked why i wanted to join, i told her the reasons (which is explained in the blog post below this one) and she basically said why dont i transfer to a school closer to home or go to a community college so ill be able to work, get my license, and still study for Nursing. She really didnt want me to go because of the simple fact that i could be deployed, & what sister really wants her lil sis over in Iraq or Afghanistan and having to worry everyday that they are still breathing and is doin okay. then i talked to my sis friend, and she told me if thats what i wanna do then go for it, but just keep the war in mind and weigh out my pros and cons.


then i talked to my big cousin and she told me that its a good look but its really dangerous over there, she been in the Army for 3 years now and said that it wasnt a joke over there, she told me what she been through and that scared me a little, all i could think about is, what if i go and something bad happens, its not like im  not on the right track now its just that it would be betta if my school was payed for and i was still getn paid at the same time, ill be set. but then what if i join and never be able to even go to school, my cuzN that just got back from the Air Force, joined for the same thing and has been in for 2 years, her 3rd year is coming up and she still didnt go to school, the military keeps you busy she has been stationed everywhere and deployed and is now back at home working 12 hour shifts, so she has no time for school.


SO HERE ARE MY OPTIONS!


1. join the Air Force, try to get a medical job (which i really want), if not then choose from what else is offered to me, then go to school, or if i get deployed pray that i make it back and then hopefully i'll have time for school


2. transfer to a community college or a university close to home, study Nursing, get a job, get my license, & stack up my $$ for a car


& honestly right now, im leaning towards #2 ! 
but dont be shy, leave comments, advice, tips, etc. my eyes are open to read them all =)


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I've been doing some thinking and i think i wanna join the [Air Force]. Im in school now, but this ish is expensive. i be needing $$ , but i try not to ask my mom & dad because they have bills to pay and they pay my cell phone bill while im in school. i would get a job, but no car, and the buses stop running up here at 6. if i was to join the [Air Force] they would pay for my school and the loans that i took out for this year, and i would be getting paid all at the same time. the only thing im nervous about is Basic Training, hopefully i can pass that, im pretty sure i can if i just put my mind to it, & plus i'll be getN in shape before i go there anyway. so yeah, i think ima go thru with this plan, im going to talk to a recruiter 2mrw, so i will defiantly keep yall updated. 

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