♥ Unthinkable ♥

so i heard the chorus of this song the other day, & had to download it. So I listened to it & put it on repeat and let it play all day! this song is the truth, i love it. & plus i was thinking about a special somebody while playin it ♥  so listen & enjoy & im sure u'll like it as much as i do :)

"I was wondering maybe could i make you my baby, if we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy?, if u ask me im ready!"  ♥ ♥

Kush & OJ

i know ima lil late posting this, but Wiz Khalifa finally dropped [Kush & Orange Juice] on April 12, 2010. All the songs fit the title. the mixtape is real laid back, get high music. My favorite tracks are Never Been, In The Cut, Visions, & Still Blazin... so if u havent heard it yet, go download it or hit up datpiff.com ... im sure yall like it if you effs wit Wiz already ♥

Lil Wayne_Single

heres Wayne new video to Single, off his [No Ceilings] mixtape. & yes he is still locked up guys, he must off made dis before he went in. watch & enjoy :)

Feelings....

i usually dont do this but umm yea............

the other day i was told, "dont forget about everything that happened".. i didnt forget but i try not to think about it because its only gonna stop me from moving forward. the past is the past & whats done is done... but i REFUSE to go thru the same shit twice, i PROMISED myself to never get hurt again.

i chose to talk back to him cuz honestly i never got over him & some people always deserve a second chance, as of now we just cool, which i dont mind, but im selfish and i want him to be all mines :)  but i guess that takes time, i dont wanna move to fast and i dont wanna get my heart broken again.

so many thoughts are running thru my head. i cant even express myself right.

aite lets try this again..

okay so i guess what im tryna say is.. i forgive YOU for what happened in the past, i cant fully forget what YOU did but i wont throw it in your face either. YOU promised me you'll keep it REAL this time and that YOU CHANGED, i BELIEVE YOU and hopes everything you SAY is TRUE. & no matter what PEOPLE say i wont let it affect my feelings towards YOU.. i guess thats all i wanted to say to YOU.

& dont take dis to da head lol i know how u get, but 2mrw is never promised, so its best i let u know how i feel now instead of later.
:)
peace,love, & happiness.

04.18.2010

so its OFFICIAL i finally got my first tat b!tches... haha.. & it didnt hurt as bad as i thought it would, overall the pain was bearable. so yea check out da pics & da video is coming soon, i couldnt find da adapter to my memory card when i posted this.! :)

    

[Matured]

Mature - relating  to, or characteristic of full development, either mentally, physically, or emotionally

     I've matured from experience and learning from my mistakes. I really think thats the only way for someone to mature. Ima point out my mental & emotional maturity 

   Mentally.... my whole mentality changed, i look at everything from a different perspective. i think before i speak more often. I somehow have some real shit to say (wisdom) lol. I dont hold grudges. I forgave people that really hurt me in my past even tho i didnt get an apology (forgive & forget). i dont judge people based off their looks, its personality that really counts. i dont give a eff what nobody says or thinks about me :)    

  Emotionally.... One time i thought i was really feeling some guy & thought i was falling in love, psssh, Lust & Love are 2 totally different things. i fully understand the difference now...i learned not to take everything to heart, especially criticism.. i learned to express myself a lil better thanks to dis blog site! :)


i thinks more i can add but its like 4 in da AM, & im a lil tired so ima leave it at dis for now. I'll edit later.
   peace.love.&happiness

One Day

One day i'll know & experience what real love is.
One day i'll have everything i ever wanted.
One day i'll be able to walk into a store & know that i buy whatever i want.
One day i will own a house.
One day i'll own a car.
One day i'll be married.
One day i'll have to take care of my parents.
One day i'll be able to support my family.
One day you'll understand me.
One day everything that i keep bottled inside will come out.
One day i'll be successful.
One day someone will take me as i am.
One day i'll be able to do everything that i always wanted.

just One day i'll actually do everything on that list & even more, but for now im just living life & learning from my mistakes.


love.live.life && peace.love.happiness  :)

Ne-Yo_ Lonely

this is my jam! lol i remember i used to play this song out! i used to spell lonely out on da mirrors & stuff... #goodtimes .... listen & enjoy :)

S T U B B O R N

     I'll admit it im STUBBORN, when it comes to alot of things.. especially when im mad at someone. I, personally, don't like being mad at people, especially family members. When i get mad at loved ones, i try not to be mad at them for a long period of time, a week is long for me. 
     In Developmental Psychology class (04.05.2010), a group presented a slideshow about death. & when one of the dudes announced to the class that the last time he talkEd to his uncle was when he called while he was getting his hair done & he told his uncle he was going to call him back later, then next week he gets a call informing him that his uncle was shot dead... once he told us that i was like damn, what if the last time he talked to his uncle & they got in an argument and exchanged a couple of words, instead of telling him he was goin to call him back. 
     At that moment I of thought of all da times i was mad at my sister, brothers, mama, cousins, friends, etc. that "what if" always sits in the back of my head. i wouldn't know what to do if that was to happen to me. im mad, well scratch that, i WAS mad at someone and we aint on good terms yet, but my STUBBORN ass wont come forward and settle things. but i should because that "what if" is in da back of my head been bugN me since Monday!