S T U B B O R N

     I'll admit it im STUBBORN, when it comes to alot of things.. especially when im mad at someone. I, personally, don't like being mad at people, especially family members. When i get mad at loved ones, i try not to be mad at them for a long period of time, a week is long for me. 
     In Developmental Psychology class (04.05.2010), a group presented a slideshow about death. & when one of the dudes announced to the class that the last time he talkEd to his uncle was when he called while he was getting his hair done & he told his uncle he was going to call him back later, then next week he gets a call informing him that his uncle was shot dead... once he told us that i was like damn, what if the last time he talked to his uncle & they got in an argument and exchanged a couple of words, instead of telling him he was goin to call him back. 
     At that moment I of thought of all da times i was mad at my sister, brothers, mama, cousins, friends, etc. that "what if" always sits in the back of my head. i wouldn't know what to do if that was to happen to me. im mad, well scratch that, i WAS mad at someone and we aint on good terms yet, but my STUBBORN ass wont come forward and settle things. but i should because that "what if" is in da back of my head been bugN me since Monday!